I want to be your number one

The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one

I'm not the kinda girl 
Who gives up just like that (Oh no)

It's not the things you do
That tease and hurt me bad
But it's the way you do the things
You do to me
I'm not the kinda girl 
Who gives up just like that o
Oh no

The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one

Number one
Number one

Every girl wants 
You to be her man 
But I'll wait my dear 
'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl 
Who gives up just like that 
Oh no

The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one

Number one
Number one

Everytime that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I don't believe that I want it to be 
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure

Every girl wants you to be her man 
But I'll wait right here
'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl 
Who gives up just like that 
Oh no

The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high 
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one

Everytime that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I don't believe that I want it to be 
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure

Your Face is bright

You bring the light to the entire world,

You bring the hope into human lives.

Your face is bright like the shining moon,

Lighting up darkness of the night,

We are here, we think of you,

Oh Muhammad Rasulullah.

The coming of you make the brightest day,

Shining through along the way,

You bring the love of Al Islam,

You are the symbol of unity.

You bring the light to the entire world,

You bring the hope into human lives.

You lead us to the way of truth,

Oh Muhammad,

Oh Muhammad Rasulullah.

Well my friends the time has come,

To have some peace and serenity,

From the love of Rasulullah ,

Oh Muhammad Rasulullah.

Kenapa perempuan minat lelaki korea??

Lamanya aku x tulis blog aku ni....tetiba pulak rasa nak menconteng kat sini...tengok tajuk pun dah nampak gila2...alang2 tengah stress ni dgn bnyk test, nak relax kejap dengan semua tu. okay, back to the topic....rasanya ramai girl2 sekarang minat band2 korea termasukla aku sekali. apetah lagi dieorang memang hot habisla...secara jujurnya, aku kalau stress suka tgk video konsert or video clip korea especially dbsk, big bang, jyj and cn blue....tiba2 je rasa tenang and hilang segala stress bila tengok dieorang dance...sebenarnya suka sebab dapat cuci mata coz dieorang semua hot...hehe

ni artist korea yang paling hot bagi aku...hehe...dari atas sampai bawahla taste aku....kalau dapat laki macam ni aku simpan dalam rumah tak bagi keluar takut orang lain tepikat...haha...(overrrr describe)...bagi aku TOP mempunyai suara yg manly gila...aku 1st dengar memang cairla...terus je terpikat. TOP jugak seorang yang tinggi dan sasa....kenapala laki malaysia tak dilahirkan tinggi2 macam korea ni....haih...TOP mempunyai kening yang tebal which is part yang paling aku suka pada lelaki dan jelingan yang boleh menggetar jiwa....pokonya semua taste yang aku minat ada pada TOP la. hehe...rambut blue yang weird pun aku minat...kena je ngan die...apetah lagi tu memang favourite colour aku....dia pun cantik kalau pakai earing....tapi bila laki malaysia nak tiru artist korea....sorry to say...totally turn off...tak tahu kenapa tak padan dengan orang kita...mungkin dieorang jenis putih and good looking, so pakai apapun cantik...

ni artist yang paling aku kagumi....dia memang layak dapat title the best MC in the world....watak dia memang interesting gila...tidak mementingkan diri and very humble person..easy going with anybody...aku tengok running man pun sebab dia.....kalau running man datang malaysia...aku nak tunggu kat airport semata-mata nak tgk Jae Suk in real life.....dia ni comeyyy sangat....untungla siapa yang jadi wife dia...and aku rasa sekarang he is the most famous artis in korea...semua orang suka dia, dari yang kecik sampai yang tua, semua minat dia ni...keep up Jae Suk, I LOVE U...hehe

opppssssssssss...dah terlebih masa...kena siapkan task TP yang banyak ni untuk interview esok...got to go....hehe

i had a bad day

ni cam gaya aku skrg la niiii...

hari ni memg heavy day......smpi lemah sgala sendi2 aku ni....banyaknya aku harungi hari ni....hari ni nak luah skit sgla isi hati biar lapang dada ni....nak cter kat org mcm xde yg fhm perasaan ak...so luah kat sini jer la.....

stress psl FYDP: yg ni lah buat aku plg stresss....aku dahla kurg berminat ngan subjek ni...tup..tup ak kena pulak detail design psl reactor yg mana sv ak ckp the hardest part.....dahla minggu depan aku kena present psl detail design ni...bukn stakat reactor je.....heat exchanger n storage tank pun kena....yg aku ni plak duk stuck dgn sizing reactor ni....dah bgkak mata aku bc literature review...tp tetap buntu....nak mintak org tlg...grup len x start lg buat detail design ni...terpaksa la aku cuba sdaya upaya cr solution sndr yg mana msih xdpt smpi skrg....arrrrrggggggghhhh STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!

stress psl FYP: org len duk stress psl extended proposal ak lak duk stress nak cr formula untk buat geopolymer for anti erosion.....berpuluh2 journal ak bc smpi juling mata aku untuk dptkan methodology yg btul...hari ni ak jupe sv, terubat gakla hati aku...bila dia kagum dgn usha ak.....sjuk gakla hati aku dgn pujian dr sv ak....tp yg sedihnya die suh ak gi bancuh cement untk buat concrete sbb cvl department ad concrete bsr jer....die suhla ak bli cement...6t claim ngn dia....ak yg xada keta ni gi la cvl department dlu kot2 dieorg leh bantu...mane thu dieorg ad cement lbih nk bg ak...bncg punya bncg ngn technician dia ckp xyah buatla...potong jer concrete tu biar jadik kecik....gembirala ak mendgrnya...dia suh lak ak gi block 15 cr en najib untuk tlg potong....gi la ak round block 15 cr en najib....tup2 en najib ad kat block 14 lak....ak yg dah penat ni...naek jgkla tangga untk gi office dia....pas jupa die....die ckp bnyk appointment...xdpt tlg lg...after mid sem br boleh....ak yg dah penat ni...stuju jer la....yg menambah stress... aku kenala isi borg mintak potong concrete....kena mintak sv ak punya sign n lab exec geosains....makin bertambahla keja ak yg sedia ad bnyk ni....waaaaaaa...nak ngissss 

stress pasal TP: disebabkan attendance ak bwh % yg lecturer ak nak....ak tersenarai dlm BAD STUDENT LIST.....yg hurtnya mcm ak sorg jer girl yg tersenarai...bapak malu....nak kata malangnya...die suh lak pegi jupa dia personally hari ni yg mana hr yg ak plg sibuk.....nak xnak....ak gagahkan kaki ak ni pegi block 5 nak jupa dia...tersalah lak dtg awl skit....ak jupa die kejap ckp nak jupa die awl coz ak ad test mlm ni....die ckp tggu die dlm 10min...aku tggu bukn 10min...stgh jam adelahhhh.....bila dia nmpk ak tggu lama...leh lak dia ckp kat aku.....dtg next time sbb ak ad test mlm ni......BERBULUnya rs ms tu.....naek temperature aku....napala dia xckp awl2...ak da mcm org bodoh tggu dia stgh jam.....ak on the way balik....hujan lebat lak.....basah kuyup ak....sedih tul...

stress psl PPD:malam ni ad test...tp sebab bnyk sgt ak lalui hr ni...otak ak pun kurg aktif untk study....ak hrp senang jer la test tu....ak dah thp redha dah...xmampu dah ak nak study bnyk2...mcm tepu jer otak ak...sbb penat sgt ke hulur ke hilir hr ni...berkilo2 meter pulak tu ak jln kaki.... 

disebabkan ak the only one dlm batch ak yg amik TP n PPD sem ni....ak rs sgtla lonely sem ni.....syukurlah budak2 junior sudi jd geng ak walau ak tua dr dieorg...xdela rs terpinggir sgt....setelah lama ak tahan, akhirnya for the 1st time air mata aku tumpah jg dek kerana terlalu kepenatan dgn cabaran2 yg terpaksa dilalui sem ni....rmi yg duk luah kat aku stress buat extended proposal....ak msih mampu tersenyum walau ujian aku lebih berat.....mcmanalah klu dieorg duk tempt aku??....mgkn saat ini Tuhan sdg mengajar aku erti kesabaran dan kegigihan...ak akan cuba sedaya upaya tabah dalam harungi ujian aku ni....sbb dari situlah ak akn jadi lebih matang....

sesuailah lagu ni ngan aku....

Artist : Daniel Powter
Lirik Lagu : Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric

Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeeeah)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day...
Had a bad day...
 

tba2 disaat aku dlm kesedihan....mak aku col ckp nak dtg kedah weekend ni....yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy leh jupa family weekend ni....rasa esok subuh2 lg ak nak terpacak tggu bas gi kedah....xsbr nak men ank sdra kesayangan aku.....nak lupakan sgla problem aku kat UTP... 

Because You loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

Thanks to my GURU coz showed me the right path to walk....i will love you forever.... 

Hayati peristiwa israk mikraj

Marilah kita hayati peristiwa ini dan menyelidiki sedikit sebanyak maksud yg tersembunyi dalam peristiwa ini...peritiwa ini adalah peristiwa Nabi Muhammad bertemu Allah dengan menaiki Buroq hingga ke 7 langit ke atas.... Di sini jugalah Allah menyarankan umat islam diwajibkan bersolat...

Sebelum Nabi dibawa bertemu dengan Allah, hati Nabi dibersihkan dlu dengan susu....itu hanyalah perumpamaan kerana susu kelihatan bersih dan putih....sebenarnya waktu ini hati Nabi dibersihkan dari kotoran hitam iaitu hasad dengki, perasaan benci, dendam dan sebagainya dan membersihkan tempat kediaman syaitan yg telah tersembunyi sejak sekian lama.....Namun, tahukah kita dimana tempat sembunyinya syaitan???mesti kebanyakan anda menjawab pastilah di dalam hati kita....itu sebenarnya jawapan yg belum tepat....syaitan tersembunyi di dalam kolbu kita...sejak kta lahir hingga sekarang syaitan  tggl di sana...tp thu ke kta kat mana kolbu kta????itu wajib diselidiki di mana kolbu kta kerana tanpa mengenal kolbu kita macamana kta nak bertemu dgn Tuhan...setelah kita mati bukan jasad kita yg bertemu Tuhan tapi kolbu kita....Berbalik kepada pembersihan hati Nabi....pada peristiwa itu Nabi membersihkan nuraninya....tahukah anda tempat persembunyian syaitan ada 7 tempat pada anggota badan kita....yg inilah yang mghalang kita menjadi hamba yg taat pada Allah......7 tempat itu syaitan mengisi dgn sifat haiwan dalam diri kita......

• ada satu tempat diisi dengan sifat lembu,kerbau yang mana mempunyai sifat malas...hanya hidup bersenang2 seprti lembu...hidupnya makan dan berehat....di sinilah tempat yg menyebabkan kita merasa malas untuk melakukan sgala pekerjaan termasuk ibadat kepada Allah....tempat ini haruslah dibasmi...
• ada satu tempat juga diisi dengan haiwan berbisa seperti ular....tempat ini yg membawa badan kita mempunyai pelbagai penyakit.....ubat yg plg mujarab adalah membasmi tempat ini dari syaitan....InsyaAllah semu penyakit yg ada dalam diri hilang
• ada satu tempat diisi dengan sifat haiwan yg ganas dan garang seperti singa.....di sinilah tercetusnya sifat amarah dalam diri kita
• ada satu tempat lagi diisi dengan sifat dendam, benci, cemburu dan iri hati....perasaan ini sangatlah bahaya untuk diri kita....
• ada satu tempat juga diisi dengan angan2 kosong...di tempat inilah syaitan membawa kita perasaan suka berangan-angan hinggal dalam solat pun kita lebih suka berangan-angan berbanding focus dalam solat....
• syaitan juga tersembunyi di seluruh badan kita termasuk sendi2 kita dan urat2 kita... 
• tempat yang paling disukai syaitan iaitu kolbu kita....

tapi kita tahukah di mana letaknya tempat2 ini di dalam badan kita?????bagaimana harus membuangnya????yang ini haruslah dieselidiki...."sesungguhnya beruntunglah pada hamba2 yang diberi petunjuk" sememangnya ada cara/metodology untuk mghapuskan tempat2 itu ......iaitu dgn mengisinya dgn kalimah Allah...sudah pasti syaitan takut dengan Allah....pasti robohlah dinding2 yg dibina oleh syaitan apabila dimasukkan dengan kalimah Allah....sebab itu zikir itu penting.....jika kita dapat membuang semua tempt2 yg didiami syaitan....sy yakin dan pasti...pasti berlakunya keluarbiasaan dalam diri kita.....hidup akan lebih bermakna dan tenang....

dalam peristiwa ini juga Nabi dibawa bertemu dgn Allah dgn menaiki Buroq dan ditemani jibrail....jadi kawan2 rasa bagaimana harus kta bertemu Allah....ustaz2 dan pakar2 agama slalu mengatakan tidak boleh ada perantara untuk contact dengan Allah....kita harus direct dgn Allah.....statement yg ustaz2 ini katakan slalu sy ragui....kerana bg sy kalau kita contact directly dgn Allah...kita adalah lebih hebat dr Nabi...sebab Nabi Muhammad sendiri dibawa oleh Jibrail iaitu assistant Allah dan menaiki Buroq untuk contact dan bertemu Allah....sedangkan  kita mahu directly contact dgn Allah....Tuhan nak ke layan kita????sedangkan kalau kita mahu bertemu perdana menteri pun terlalu banyak prosedur....apatah lagi mahu ke temu Tuhan......ada hadis mengatakan..."haruslah kenal pada malaikat dlu barulah kta dapat ke temu Allah"....di sini sebenarnya terdapat 1001 rahsia dalam peristiwa israq mikraj yg harus kita selidiki....untuk kita bertemu dgn Allah kita haruslah mencari Guru seperti Nabi punyai Jibrail sebagai Gurunya....buroq itu hanyalah simbolik atau kiasan untuk menyatakan untk bertemu Allah pastilah ada cara/methodology dan prosedur tersendiri....sebenarnya dalam solat juga kita bisa bertemu Allah....tapi haruslah mencari frekuensi yang betul2 tepat agar kita dapat contact dengan Allah....

"sesungguhnya cahayaKu tersembunyi di dalam terang"....sungguh beruntung kalau kita dapat melihat cahaya itu.....sebenarnya waktu Nabi Muhammad dibersihkan hatinya, Tuhan memasukkan cahaya Nur ala Nurin,Nur Muhammad di dalam hati Nabi yang membuatkan hati Nabi terang seterang cahaya bulan hingga nampak cahayanya di muka Nabi...kita juga haruslah mencari cahaya itu untuk memasukkan di dalam hati kita, cahaya Nur Muhammad...."sesungguhnya kalam Allah itu tersembunyi di dalam hati hamba Allah yang tenang, kelam dan suci".... 

 

A thousand years

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more