ni cam gaya aku skrg la niiii...
hari ni memg heavy day......smpi lemah sgala sendi2 aku ni....banyaknya aku harungi hari ni....hari ni nak luah skit sgla isi hati biar lapang dada ni....nak cter kat org mcm xde yg fhm perasaan ak...so luah kat sini jer la.....
stress psl FYDP: yg ni lah buat aku plg stresss....aku dahla kurg berminat ngan subjek ni...tup..tup ak kena pulak detail design psl reactor yg mana sv ak ckp the hardest part.....dahla minggu depan aku kena present psl detail design ni...bukn stakat reactor je.....heat exchanger n storage tank pun kena....yg aku ni plak duk stuck dgn sizing reactor ni....dah bgkak mata aku bc literature review...tp tetap buntu....nak mintak org tlg...grup len x start lg buat detail design ni...terpaksa la aku cuba sdaya upaya cr solution sndr yg mana msih xdpt smpi skrg....arrrrrggggggghhhh STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!
stress psl FYP: org len duk stress psl extended proposal ak lak duk stress nak cr formula untk buat geopolymer for anti erosion.....berpuluh2 journal ak bc smpi juling mata aku untuk dptkan methodology yg btul...hari ni ak jupe sv, terubat gakla hati aku...bila dia kagum dgn usha ak.....sjuk gakla hati aku dgn pujian dr sv ak....tp yg sedihnya die suh ak gi bancuh cement untk buat concrete sbb cvl department ad concrete bsr jer....die suhla ak bli cement...6t claim ngn dia....ak yg xada keta ni gi la cvl department dlu kot2 dieorg leh bantu...mane thu dieorg ad cement lbih nk bg ak...bncg punya bncg ngn technician dia ckp xyah buatla...potong jer concrete tu biar jadik kecik....gembirala ak mendgrnya...dia suh lak ak gi block 15 cr en najib untuk tlg potong....gi la ak round block 15 cr en najib....tup2 en najib ad kat block 14 lak....ak yg dah penat ni...naek jgkla tangga untk gi office dia....pas jupa die....die ckp bnyk appointment...xdpt tlg lg...after mid sem br boleh....ak yg dah penat ni...stuju jer la....yg menambah stress... aku kenala isi borg mintak potong concrete....kena mintak sv ak punya sign n lab exec geosains....makin bertambahla keja ak yg sedia ad bnyk ni....waaaaaaa...nak ngissss
stress pasal TP: disebabkan attendance ak bwh % yg lecturer ak nak....ak tersenarai dlm BAD STUDENT LIST.....yg hurtnya mcm ak sorg jer girl yg tersenarai...bapak malu....nak kata malangnya...die suh lak pegi jupa dia personally hari ni yg mana hr yg ak plg sibuk.....nak xnak....ak gagahkan kaki ak ni pegi block 5 nak jupa dia...tersalah lak dtg awl skit....ak jupa die kejap ckp nak jupa die awl coz ak ad test mlm ni....die ckp tggu die dlm 10min...aku tggu bukn 10min...stgh jam adelahhhh.....bila dia nmpk ak tggu lama...leh lak dia ckp kat aku.....dtg next time sbb ak ad test mlm ni......BERBULUnya rs ms tu.....naek temperature aku....napala dia xckp awl2...ak da mcm org bodoh tggu dia stgh jam.....ak on the way balik....hujan lebat lak.....basah kuyup ak....sedih tul...
stress psl PPD:malam ni ad test...tp sebab bnyk sgt ak lalui hr ni...otak ak pun kurg aktif untk study....ak hrp senang jer la test tu....ak dah thp redha dah...xmampu dah ak nak study bnyk2...mcm tepu jer otak ak...sbb penat sgt ke hulur ke hilir hr ni...berkilo2 meter pulak tu ak jln kaki....
disebabkan ak the only one dlm batch ak yg amik TP n PPD sem ni....ak rs sgtla lonely sem ni.....syukurlah budak2 junior sudi jd geng ak walau ak tua dr dieorg...xdela rs terpinggir sgt....setelah lama ak tahan, akhirnya for the 1st time air mata aku tumpah jg dek kerana terlalu kepenatan dgn cabaran2 yg terpaksa dilalui sem ni....rmi yg duk luah kat aku stress buat extended proposal....ak msih mampu tersenyum walau ujian aku lebih berat.....mcmanalah klu dieorg duk tempt aku??....mgkn saat ini Tuhan sdg mengajar aku erti kesabaran dan kegigihan...ak akan cuba sedaya upaya tabah dalam harungi ujian aku ni....sbb dari situlah ak akn jadi lebih matang....
sesuailah lagu ni ngan aku....
Artist : Daniel Powter
Lirik Lagu : Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric
Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeeeah)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day...
Had a bad day...
Lirik Lagu : Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric
Daniel Powter - Bad Day Lyric
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeeeah)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day...
Had a bad day...
tba2 disaat aku dlm kesedihan....mak aku col ckp nak dtg kedah weekend ni....yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy leh jupa family weekend ni....rasa esok subuh2 lg ak nak terpacak tggu bas gi kedah....xsbr nak men ank sdra kesayangan aku.....nak lupakan sgla problem aku kat UTP...
