thanks for hurt me so much...

tonight....my sister called me n gave the news that i dont want to hear the most....suddenly....strongly and deeply hurt my self......but i have to endure it....i have to face it although i really dont want it....so to get off my stress i listen this song...this song so touching n rihanna hav nice voice...

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin' up
in smoke with all our memories

sorry...so emotional tonight...just express a little bit my depression...